I want to share what I consider a miracle (self directed of course)

 I wrote the above yesterday morning after another night of "obsessive thoughts" These are thoughts and feelings I have held on to for almost 15 years. They were pretty strong yesterday. After writing this, and reading other threads about "letting go" I started a word document on all the reasons I was loved, why I was happy, why things were good in my life. I actually felt relieved as I wrote, since I was at work I kept coming back adding more and more, I ended up with 5 pages of good feeling thoughts on paper. As I started finding relief, I found more and more positive things to feel/write (LOA at work) then I was searching others threads still looking for relief, I was feeling better, but I wanted more, I wanted to end this cycle of self defeating paralyzing thoughts that keep me from living a joyful happy life. I was searching the threads on the forum and came across something about the Sedona method.  I 've dabbled in that before, but decided to do a search and read some links one mentioning another persons process (Bryon Katie) So on to her website where I found a section on "what is the work." I took about an hour and did the process. I was already feeling a shift from  my rampage writing earlier and asking the Universe to "take care of my obsessive thought" and my HUGE to release this. I won't go into the process you can look it up if you so desire. But I kept feeling  more and more relief until literally suddenly it broke loose those damn thoughts lost thier power, I have wanted this for so long but didn't' really know how to do it. Abe says find feeling and thoughts of relief, I kept reaching, but often after hours of those thoughts swirling in my head. and again with LOA at work they just kept up. I know you all know the pain that these thoughts cause.  Abe says not to go back and relive "your story" Abe also says if you keep having the same negative thoughts over and over it might do you good to find the cause. I knew the cause but wasn't releasing the thoughts.  The end of a VERY HAPPY STORY is by 6:30PM last night

I was free, ( not like other times of feeling better for a few  minute) I felt a huge shift.. I actually cried with relief.. then I started jumping around shouting YES! YES! (everyone was gone from my office, otherwise they would have thought I'd lost it)

The Universe Answered my first request( written here in this thread yesterday morning) within 12 hours by leading me to something that worked for me. I am joyfully anticipating the other requests to fall in line. With as good as I'm feeling it's going to happen soon.

Thank you for letting me share with you all... I haven't felt this good in years. I love the teachings of Abraham, I still have contrast in my life but am actually excited to face it and through my asking and knowing IT IS DONE.

Don't under estimate the power of the Universe/GOD and don't under estimate the POWER OF YOU...

As always.....

I AM

Always trusting

Terrie

PS My daughter stopped by last night and was calm and happy. Some driftwood for #6 on my list

 

 

 

 

 

Last edited on Tue Jul 29th, 2008 06:22 pm by Terrie

My intend today is to go higer and I ask the universe if it will take care of all the details now!

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