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taratata
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 Posted: Wed Nov 11th, 2009 01:37 pm
Good Morning,

I came to the abe forum this morning and searched "health insurance" and really came up with some great stuff!  The most powerful reminder was about our belief system regarding it.  I know now that I want to change my belief about it...I think.

Last year about this time I was diagnosed with a chronic condition, which say the doctors, not a life threatening one, but one that progresses and that I should decide whether I want medication for, etc.  After going through a little bout of depression and shock over it, I looked at how the doctors were telling me what negative things might happen to me in the future, and I knew that this was the wrong path for me.  After the incident that led to the diagnosis, I feel fine.  I am healthy.  In fact before this I can't remember the last time I "had a cold".  I feel that perfect health is my natural state.  Also I am in the fitness profession, and also at this time last year, I new nothing of Abraham.  About 3 or 4 months ago someone introduced me and there is no turning back!  I mean I dabbled with these ideas for years with other teachings, etc, etc. Ok, so this is the background of my topic of health insurance.

Now to the present moment.  I have lots of resistance around money/abundance issues which I am working on, and I know this is all wrapped up in the same package.  During the summer I took a leave of absence from wk to allow myself sometime to sort out the whole thing wth the diagnosis, see the doctors I "was told" to see, not see the doctors I "was told" to see, allow myself to look at what I wanted...and actually come to think of it right now, it was during this time that I was introduced to Abraham!!  I just made the connection in this moment!   Anyway, I kept up doing my other job which doing the same fitness thing only as an independent contractor (wow: also when I was introduced to these teachings), and when it was time to go back to my other job, with insurance and all, I don't like it there completely, know I wont be there for ever,  and did not want to go back.  But now I have this supposed "preexisting condition" and paying for my own insurance would be off the hook!!!  So I went back.  However, now because I am almost starting over because I have been gone, such is the nature of this work that  I wont make money until I have more clients, and if that doesn't happen in the company's time I may be dropped from insurance anyway!   I could leave and make the same amount of money at my other job with potential for much more (i love my work by the way) but with no health insurance.  I could purchase cobra which would be cheaper than my own plan but still alot, and  right now cannot afford it anyway.

So I feel very stuck in my thinking and frustrated.  I know it is my belief around medical insurance.  If I have it, I will feel better.  But I want to change this belief, because then I will get to do what I want!  But I know I will feel guilty - lol: a long and tired story for me - everybody says you must have insurance - and the BIG ONE: I am a mother of one beautiful child, and I believe it would be very irresponsible of me to not have health insurance if something should happen!!  I wish I could feel ok about changing this belief so I can move on!!!! 

Oh yeah, this is also all tied up in an even larger decision  that I may not be staying in this area - moved here last year and not sure it is for me - and this is another huge decision in which I find myself very stuck.  When I ask myself  what feels good, i am so numb because of my financial situation.  I dont feel the same strong passions about where I want to live that I felt before because all I can think about is , "make money, make money, make money"!!! It seems to have cancelled so many desires in me!  Geez, can you tell  I am new to this????   Thank you, thank you, abe forum for being here.  This has gotten very long - hoping not too long to post!  I so very, very much look forward to your responses!!

most sincerely,
taratata

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 Posted: Wed Nov 11th, 2009 04:39 pm
Taratata:  I'm sure others will offer more guidance and direction, but all I can say is, I've been where you are now. 

My father is a big believer in benefits and insurance. I used to be, until I made the decision to follow my bliss/heart/desire and went to work for two years in Africa without health care, let alone insurance.  All I had was a book called Where There is No Doctor.

In the peace and quiet, and over the span of two years I learned to put my trust in my Inner Being/Source, and in the feel good thoughts that I knew would lead me to my destiny.

Here's the thing:  As long as I was feeling good, I never got sick.  I mean NEVER!

I discovered when I held on to anger, or negative vibrations I would start to feel a tickle in my throat.  I've come to learn that if I don't let go of my resistance, a full blown health issue may develop. 

So I learned quickly to recognize resistance and let it go.  I even attracted information in everyday publications about how holding on to negative vibrations (un-forgiveness, etc), can lead to health issues.  ::idea_new  Abraham teaches that health and well-being is our natural state. 

::stardustFreedom!::stardustI can safely say, I have never been threated with a serious illness in more than 15 years! 

Faith led me to the gift of freedom to become an independent contractor/consultant. I can DO & BE WHAT I LOVE, without having to worry about holding down a 9-5 job with benefits! 

I am now making more than enough money to pay for my own insurance, but I don't believe in it anymore!  I can even afford to pay for my own health care if I get sick, or I can choose to heal myself!

One last note.  Abraham teaches that children vibrate closer to their natural state than adults. We've all seen how children respond easily to genuine feelings of happiness.  Most children would stay healthy if they were not picking up on the negative, toxic vibrations of fear, angst etc, from their care givers.

Best wishes Love.


taratata
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 Posted: Wed Feb 16th, 2011 03:48 pm
hi roxana!

if you are still here on the abe forum, i just wanted to say thanks for your post - after 2 years lol! back then i posted two questions, and thought i never received a response to either! i am thinking that an email goes out when a post gets answered? i am not sure...since then i have joined an abe group, but from time to time come here and check stuff out!  well, i did get health insurance.  i hardly think about it, it is a non issue...however, from time to time - such as now, after reading your post - i think about stopping it.  thanks again!

xot

taratata
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 Posted: Wed Feb 16th, 2011 03:48 pm
hi roxana!

if you are still here on the abe forum, i just wanted to say thanks for your post - after 2 years lol! back then i posted two questions, and thought i never received a response to either! i am thinking that an email goes out when a post gets answered? i am not sure...since then i have joined an abe group, but from time to time come here and check stuff out!  well, i did get health insurance.  i hardly think about it, it is a non issue...however, from time to time - such as now, after reading your post - i think about stopping it.  thanks again!

xot

Joyous_LadyJ
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 Posted: Wed Feb 16th, 2011 06:15 pm
Taratata,

The forum has moved to abeforum.com

 

Come join us there!

 

Namaste,

 

Jeanine


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