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Bea
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 Posted: Tue Jul 13th, 2010 03:03 am
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Dear Abers

I'm so excited! ::tramp

Since almost 5 years I'm in love with this man... We met only  a few times, we live 500 km apart and he was married. Then he had a girlfriend, then another girlfriend... Once or twice in a month I heard a few words from him. I was "the good friend" when he wants to talk and think about his live. I was the first he told that his wife had left him. But he said always something like "I'm not able to belong to someone and... oh and just now I'm in love with this girl..."

All the years I felt the lack,  I thought "he's the one"!

The last months I had major contrast with almost all in my life. And three month not a word from him! And eventually I got it! Nothing will ever change and I will never be happy until I try to be happy with my life NOW! And I started to look for things that are good. And I found so much! And every night I said to me "I can love this man in my heart - and this love in my heart makes me happy - it doesn't matter if he will ever love me back!" And this love in my heart will lead me to a man who loves me. If it's him I will be happy - if it's another I will be happy and until then I will be happy...

Today I got a message from him and we started to talk on PC. Then he said "I would love to see you again!" The last time we saw each other was 3 years ago! Then... "my wife and I will divorce..." then... "I had a lot of flings lately but I'm yearning for you..." And then "what are you doing next weekend? I want to see you!" I was speachless! I thought "am I dreaming???" After he went to bed, he started to send SMS... he never sent SMS before, except for birthday or when I had asked something.


And hey, it doesn't matter if I'm another fling... I will enjoy it either way. The love in my heart will lead me to love in my life. Maybe he's driftwood, maybe he's the one!

I'm soooooooo happy right now!
::woohoo


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 Posted: Tue Jul 13th, 2010 03:23 am
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:kiss: ENJOY EVERY MINUTE OF IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


::woohoo

CR
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 Posted: Tue Jul 13th, 2010 04:22 am
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Do you live in Geneva?  And is his name David?  Is he about 5'7?

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 Posted: Tue Jul 13th, 2010 06:22 am
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Hello Bea

It sounds as if you found your way into the vortex! I am so happy for you! I know exactly what you mean. Any time you have love in your heart for someone or something it is a blessing. Actually it is just you aligning with your IB. And that always feels great.

Wish you well
::rainbow

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 Posted: Tue Jul 13th, 2010 08:50 am
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::wow Bea, all I can say is ::wow

BEAUTIFUL story, just the kind I like ::TU

Can't wait to hear how this unfolds, please keep us posted ::bow

:kiss:

Belana

Bea
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 Posted: Tue Jul 13th, 2010 10:45 am
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CR wrote: Do you live in Geneva?  And is his name David?  Is he about 5'7?
::LOL
I'm not the only woman in Switzerland, you know?  I live in the German-speaking part of Switzerland. Quite on the opposite side of the country. Oh... and I would never be able to manage a relationship with a man who speaks English!!! Do you think I would enjoy the use of a dictionary in bed???

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 Posted: Tue Jul 13th, 2010 12:20 pm
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Bea wrote:

! And every night I said to me "I can love this man in my heart - and this love in my heart makes me happy - it doesn't matter if he will ever love me back!" And this love in my heart will lead me to a man who loves me. If it's him I will be happy - if it's another I will be happy and until then I will be happy...





Woop Woop!!!!!! Just having this love in my heart for someone makes me happy!

What an awseome statement. I'm going to remember this one!!!

Thank you Bea xxx

Bea
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 Posted: Tue Jul 13th, 2010 03:54 pm
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you know, it was not only the lack of love in my life, it was lack of money too and some other lacks...

But the better it gets...

A few weeks ago I had a father and his son as patients. The son has a severe ADS-Syndrom and the father suffers from depression. They tried almost everything to improve the situation and when they were here the father said "you are our last hope". So I did my best, knowing that I cannot create in someone else life. I asked the father to call me after 3 or 4 weeks to inform if there is any improvement. He didn't call and he didn't pay the bill... And I needed the money!

When I pivoted my thoughts 3 weeks ago I started to think "all I can to with this father and his son is to think they are happy extensions of source and oh... my prosperity doesn't depend on my patients, it depends only on my thoughts and feelings!" These thoughts were really difficult - I got sooo accustomed to think that my prosperity depends on the number of patients and that they pay the bills...

So today I got a call from this father. His depression has much improved and even his son is a little bit better and then he said "sorry that you had to wait for the money. I couldn't pay the bill but now I transfered the amount.

::tramp

Oh my dear Abers... if I get all I have asked the univers the last 5 years you will have to read a whole book of success stories! ::LOL
 

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 Posted: Tue Jul 13th, 2010 04:28 pm
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Dearest Bea,

I am excitedly anticipating receiving a signed first edition! ::woohoo

::hugging
Christine

CR
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 Posted: Tue Jul 13th, 2010 04:43 pm
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::LOL
That was funny!

Wishing you lots of love!

LOVING LIFE 118
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 Posted: Sat Jul 24th, 2010 12:28 am
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Bea this is such a beautiful example of true & unconditional love..very inspiring...

Yes, nothing is more important than we feel good...I am so happy for you..and your story is a big driftwood for me..::woohoo

:kiss:


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