I know Abe says " the fun is in the journey" and i'm trying really hard to look at it that way but what i really feel is "this journey ain't NO fun" =(
We've been going through a really stressfull time the last couple month due to selling our house and buying another one which feel is our dream house (or will be once we're done with it). I truly believe that we manifested this house into our reality and everything seemed to fall into place nicely on our end as buyers of the new "mansion" BUT nothing seems to move on the other end, the buyers of the old house just keep stringing us along and finding someone else to buy the house is not really an option cause we're time constricted which of course brings our goal to a major slow down as well and puts us at risk of possibly losing our dream home........not sure if i'm making any sense here
Everything was going fine and then out of the blue a major set back threw me miles away from being in the vortex and now i'm having a hard time getting back to my happy place even thou i meditate and surround myself with positive things and TRYING to practice the "worse or better" but i still every day i wake up with huge rocks of worry in my stomache and then a million new worries keep popping into my head just to add more fear
I have gotten to wonder if what i thought was meant to be might not be meant for me but the thought alone makes me want to cry so that tells me that it can't be that i am sooo wrong about this
I'm soo confused about alot of things and even my dreams seem to deceive me right now, usually they're like premonition of whats to come but these days i can't even rely on that cause everything seems mixed up.
I know......I'm ......but this feeling of being soo lost makes me doubt alot of what i believe in and know............someone PLEASE help me find my way back cause the feeling of being lost is defiantly NO FUN.
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